The full moon, my period and death

8:02 pm
I finally got my period, thank god because this crying bullshit
and never ending thoughts of death are really cutting into my nearly
non- existent social life...

I honestly don't know how anybody even deals with me anymore.

So, now I am almost five pounds heavier than I was last week, I have blood running down my legs onto the beautifully just mopped wooden floor which has a width of precisely 84 planks and the length varies between 137 planks to 138....

Which makes absolutely no sense to me.

Perhaps I should just blame this day on the full moon.