Thursday, April 17, 2008

April 17th, 2008 cont.....

Yep, I didn't make it to work today
However, I did manage to visit my grandma in the hospital
I am debating where to start...

My story
Everything has been a gigantic cluster fuck in my life
Molested by the deen of students at 14
An abortion at 17
An abusive husband
Four kids
Loving parents
Three failed marriages
and now... an amazing boyfriend
Have a finally found peace?

We just had sex....
Sex is so important, and so confusing all at the same time....
Physically it's great, fantastic, and feels so good.

I still struggle though, that dark part of my head still feels guilt for enjoying it.
Sometimes it sucks to be me!

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